Conflicts and confusion

Rain again, my garden is loving it! Business is slow, very slow, Paul is thinking about taking a job but thinks I should instead. I want to be at home with my children. I cant stand the thought of having to go get a job and leave them. One of those days I guess you could say. Things must get better. I did get paid from Deal Barbie Pays today which helps out some. I did some surveys on that site and got paid over 50.00. Not bad . Well I'm am tired and stressed tonight with alot on my mind. God help me is all I can say.