No blizzard here

I waited up for the big snow but it never hit. I did see some snowflakes flowing through the air but it looks like that snow storm has hit somewhere else. It has been a cold and dreary day. I still dream of owning some land out in the middle of no where and living off the grid I just wonder when that will become a reality. I am still working part time. I still don't make enough to pay off the bills and wish they would just disappear. Not likely though. I put my resume in for another job and hope to hear something soon. Car payment is late,paid the insurance,credit card payments are still due and so is the electric,water, and gas. Oh please let me go live off the grid in the mesa. :) Or somewhere! I just want a simple life.